I let your love tease me
Now I am your love’s whore
Keeps me hardly breathing
But I could only love you more – Ellie Rowsell
This year, according to Spotify, I listened to approximately 32,693 minutes of music so far in 2017 which works out to be 22 and half days of music. My top songs include a mixture of artists and genres from Whitney Houston to The Wonder Years, from Drake to DJ Sammy, however buried within this year are songs that have vivid memories attached to them. I love hearing about people’s favourite songs and why those songs mean something to them, it says a lot about a person when they share the reason behind why they are particularly drawn to specific music. For me some songs didn’t make the cut in my top 100 songs yet they still hold such weight when looking back at 2017, like Childs Play by Drake which will forever remind me of the numerous road trips we took this year or There’s a Honey by Pale Waves which will always take me back to late night texts they left me smiling (and cringing) like an idiot. I wanted to recognise those songs that had shaped my year and ones that will continue to take me back to 2017, making me feel all fuzzy and nostalgic.
A Little Time – The Beautiful South
You need a little room for your big head, don’t you, don’t you?
- The 15th of May of this year marked the day I finally handed in my dissertation and completed university, however the week leading up to this will be a week that I will never forget. I managed to write my ten thousand word dissertation in 6 days, during these six days me and my 2 gal pals who were in the same boat as me listened to nothing but Magic Radio, during our six day Magic Radio stint we found out about our friends love for The Beautiful South and it was one of the shining lights of the worst six days of my life. During this time I was also very poorly and the day before my dissertation was due in I ended up being taken to hospital after having a weird but amusing reaction to the antibiotics I was taking which left me saying that the TV scared me, I couldn’t feel my arms and everything had a border around it. After an odd trip to A & E I was left with 12 hours to complete the last 1200 words of my dissertation and I would like to thank The Beautiful South and particularly this song for getting me through it.
Diazepam – Turnover
‘Cause it was always a dream just to know you, sometimes I find I can hardly speak your name’
- Turnover are a band that have consistently been playing during key moments of my life in recent years, a band I adore so much with the song Diazepam being my favourite. This song reminds me of the moment I realised I wouldn’t be seeing a certain boy again. We were driving in my car, neither of us uttering a word until he broke the silence by asking me what was playing on the stereo and I simply replied ‘Diazepam – Turnover’. I could have blamed it on the hangover or the lack of sleep but the crushing realisation when he kissed me goodbye and then proceeded to leave my car was enough for the song playing to be ingrained in my memory. A few weeks later, after some drunk texts, another meeting and many sleepless nights he proceeded to break my heart again, and in true Carrie Bradshaw style I drove the short distance home from a friends at 2am listening to Diazepam whilst overthinking absolutely everything. During this extremely dramatic episode I stupidly ran a red light, which resulted in me crying in the back of a police car, mascara and eyeliner running down my face, slippers on my feet and explaining to a lovely police woman how I had got to this point.
Robbers – The 1975
‘She says, “Babe, you look so cool”‘
- Anybody who knows me will know that I have an endless love for The 1975, I listen to them an awful lot and I tend to go through phases with their songs, one day it will be Somebody Else on repeat and the next day it will be Antichrist, however this year Robbers has slowly but surely crept in to become my most played song of 2017. 2017 has been the year where I found a new love for Robbers, listening to it when I need to sleep, when i’ve been driving late at night, whilst getting ready for the day, when i’ve been sad, when i’ve been happy, the list goes on. It taught me that you should never attach music you love to people, because if they let you down or disappoint you then it can tarnish the very thing you found comfort in. There have been times throughout this year when Robbers has been difficult to listen too, but it has always been there to remind me that there is very little that your favourite song or album can’t make a little better.
Something About the Way You Look Tonight – Elton John
‘There was a time I was everything and nothing all in one’
- This year saw the release of Elton John’s greatest hits and as someone who has always been a sucker for a guilty pleasure I couldn’t help but become a little bit obsessed with it. I grew up living with my Grandparents and through this I was lucky enough to be introduced to the likes of Elton John, Celine Dion, Tina Turner, Cher etc from a very young age. My Grandad especially loved to listen to music whilst he was getting ready to go out on a Saturday night, one of my earliest memories of my Grandad is hearing him bring his big bulky black stereo out onto our landing so he could listen to Elton John on full blast whilst in the bathroom. Sadly my Grandad passed away in 2016 and it left a huge hole in my life, 2017 marks the first whole year of my life without the man who I had lived with from the age of 5, without the man who had taught me to tie my shoelaces and without the man who hated me having posters on my bedroom wall. As soon as I hear songs such as Something About the Way You Look Tonight by Elton John I am immediately taken back to those Saturday nights where I can smell his aftershave and I can hear him picking a shirt to wear, but now it will also bring me back to the latter half of 2017 and the feeling of missing someone important.